Grief

There is no many words to describe you, because you need to be felt to be understood.

But as you have been all around me this year and that I am finally ready to let you go, I wanted to share my heart to you.

On this journey that is mine, you have been a stranger, an enemy, a friend, a teacher. You showed me the way to my tears, redemption and love.

With you, I have awaken part of myself I didn't even knew existed. I have dived in the depths of my soul, and in the darkest places I founded profound healing.

When my world was crumbling you turned back the light within me, so I could keep on shining for the one who couldn't anymore.

You teach me to live freely so the souls who are gone could Rest In Peace in God's arms.

You brought me back to life when I lost myself in anger and pain.

Today, I can say that I am thankful for you and your teachings.

And I know now that Grief, never leave you, until you feel it, until you give it space and sit with it. Because grief is an extension of Love, happiness, joy, fulfillment, forgiveness, if you suppress one of them you suppress them all.

And for the one who read me, feel the anger, feel the pain, feel the grief BUT do not stay there.